Despite this difficult time with both children being ill, I have found it to be a blessing in disguise. God has used this to teach me. I have grown in a deeper love for my children then I thought even possible. I have had an opportunity to slow down and watch them learn things. I have learned to put selfishness aside to care for their needs. I have learned that when bad things happen in life good can always come from it, especially for those who love the Lord. There have been a few days here at the end when it would have been easy to give into temptation to complain or dwell on my unfortunate circumstances, but I chose to consider it pure joy as it says in James 1:2-3
"Consider it pure joy, my brothers whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. "
And in James 1:12 it says,
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him."
I know that through this trial, of both my children being ill at the same time, I have not been shaken by temptation. I love the Lord and have seen so many wonderful blessings. I feel I have received the crown of life from God during this experience this week.